Present vs Future

Do you ever think before what will you be in the future??
Do you ever think that what kind of life you are achieving??

Each time, from different people i will have a new thought....
Someone taught me must have a good plan for my own future while some said now you also cannot do well,so fast plan for future???

Seriously, i quite confuse whether we should plan how to go for our future, or just let it be....
Whenever thing i cannot solve, i will tell myself follow my heart, i will ask what i want to achieve, what i want,and the etc,etc...

I have many plan, i planned to buy a new phone(yup,plan...my friend will say me just "PLAN" for it) i planned to buy a GF1,and i planned for this and that....
but i found out that, no matter how you plan, there will sure have a obstacle, things will never and ever run smooth as what we thought...

Last time, i not a good planner...
i will never think twice before i do anything.....
and because of that, many things i did i felt so regret yet i can't go back and let the thing become better....

But,recently i saw a book from "Tao Zi", the intro of the book is, she said for a 20 years old girl, you should love before, crazy before, regret before, go wild before, cry before, and this and that....
Because all of this experience, when you in 30 years old you will become mature, and you will see through everything...
I forgot what the book name and too bad i also cannot found it in 1u popular...=(

We are human, so we got emotion, and once we got emotion, sometimes our emotion or so-called feeling will confuse us and make us become chaos...
At this moment, you should always tell yourself,
"Yesterday was a history,tomorrow will be a mistery, today, is a gift."
therefore, we should treasure our gift and do whatever think just follow our heart, since it is our day, our present...

=)

p/s: But now is the time i should go for my revision =(

xoxo
-yin-