BAnana

Er....due to vancas said i seems like hate banana very much,actually i want to said that i not hate banana,just that my previous post all those banana they actually set me up because they thought that knowing english very geng like tat...

I not hate banana lah >.<
If you do not put out the face like "I m banana,i do not know Chinese,i very proud of it,your know Chinese,but your English suck,i want humiliate you" then okie d....

Understand boh,miss loke???
keke....
i very love you this banana lah,especially your ball >.<

hahahahahahahahahaha

xoxo
-yin-

童年

小学时，妈妈把我送去我姨丈那补英语。。
那时，我姨丈他所有的学生都是香蕉。。
而我，英文则是Sdn Berhad，因为读华小，所以很少有机会需要和人用英语沟通，和爸妈也是用母语。。

有一次，姨丈就叫我读一遍短文，有很多字我都不会念，当到我不会念时，那些香蕉就小小声地告诉我那个词的发音。。
我就跟着他们所教的，谁知，其实他们是在耍我，他们在第三个词时，就特地念错的发音给我听，小学吗，也不会有什么防人之心，当我的姨丈纠正我时，他们所有的人都在偷笑。。。这是我第一次给人羞恼，可是以前吗，就小孩一个，又这么多人同时欺负我，根本不可以fight for my own self...

之后，小学还遇到很多不愉快的事，根本不是像别人说的，愉快的童年。。

幼儿园的影响是跟老师罚站，被老师锁在课室，等等。。。
你一定觉得我很坏，要不然老师为什么会罚我，我也不了解，被锁在外，因为我上toilet，在没有老师的点头下就去了。。
我记得我是有告诉你的咯，你还没点头我就不能去，将你要我尿在裤上？？？
小孩子会懂什么，一直到最近，我跟我妈谈起，她才知道有这一回事。。
很明显，我不是爱打小报告的小孩。。。

小时候的影响就是一直被打，过了一个超级不好的童年，还想过要自杀，可是佛教说，自杀是不可以上天堂，我要上天堂，所以我就打消这念头。。。
我还记得以前求神，让我有意外死掉，这样我就可以上天堂。。。
还好我还活着，哈哈。。。。
小时候看的有限，所以世界与视野都很窄。。。
我小时都超渴望长大，这样就可以保护自己。。。
现在我只要有遇到挫折，我都会会告诉自己再难熬都已经过了，所以我的痊愈能力超快。。。
我很久没有想到以前的事，因为我现在只会记得开心的事。。
可是，不开心的事，往往是比较容易记得，所以我现在才会写部落各。。。
也因为这些不开心的童年回忆，我觉得我很庆幸现在的我过的很幸福，很快乐，偶尔碰上搓折是难免的，毕竟没有人的人生是一帆风顺的。。

现在的我会告诉自己，我很幸福，因为我有手有脚，有健康的父母，有很乐于助人的朋友，有一个很关心我的人。。
比起某些人，我幸福无限量倍。。
我偶尔会做些讨人厌的东西，或是所些不好听的话，可是，那时我的潜意识的保护自己，其实我的心里不时这样想的，可是我需要一段时间去懂你是好人还是坏人。。。

我就像是书韵说的，外表是十九岁，智商就只有九岁。。。
其实，我的内心也是只有九岁，我不能承受打击，所以不要爽爽所些会伤害我的话，我真的是会受伤害的，心会破掉。。。

小学的香蕉朋友，我的英语或许真的没有好到那里，可是我懂得我自己的母语，连母语都不会所得人学人家在那边串什么？？又有什么资格笑？？我只是觉得你们很可悲，要谢谢我爸妈把我送去学母语。。。

童年多烂都不打紧，因为它已变成回忆，最重要是我的未来是一片光明，因为我不是那个站在那什么都做不到的小孩，我已经有保护自己的能力，也有创造美好未来的能力。。

xoxo
-yin-

Presentation

Wahahahaha....i so damn happy that finally our presentation pass =)
It is a very great news for me that we get the full marks,because i do put effort inside,and also thx to my groupmate,you all doing a very great job also =)


Thx to everyone,and also nicky helping us so much =)

Yeah,baby~~~wanna eat Domino....hungry =(
Hope today moral paper can pass,i believe that i do well in the essay part=)

Last,everyone gambateh in the following 2 more subject =)
wakakakakaka......

Super Hyper now.....

xoxo
-yin-

忍气吞声

那天，我看报纸说，大部分在公司受老板的气的人，都会很早死，因为那会影响你的心脏。。

那天，我忍了一个人，我发现忍气吞声，真的很不好受，可是摊开来说又会伤感情。。
如果，是以前的我，决对不会给面子你，直接在你面前讲道理。。
我会忍，是因为我知道以后我出来社会做工，会遇到更多这样的事，所以我现在要学会忍。。。

可是一直忍着忍着不好受，最终，我还是告诉了一个人，当然，我没有说出我的看法，只是告诉他有这样的事。。。

刚看的一个video，我发现我的血型是代表好大不平，严厉，不能有点差错。。。
我觉得那个video很可爱，你或许可以看下，看下自己的血型是什么性格。。

说出来，好很多，闷了很多很多天。。

要考试了，加油哦。。
可是我不懂做末我一点读书的feel都没有。。。

唉~~~~~

first class没了。。。

xoxo
-yin-

nick vujicic

I like writing very much,because it help me to release my feeling..

Currently i actually having many i though...
Each time when i am down or being upset or emo,i will go to youtube and search nick vujicic


he can consider as my new idol currently,because of his positive thinking,and what his talk,is really meaningful and very right.

In one of the talk,he said we will fall down in our life,but what can we do after we fall down?We should stand up by our own and he actually demo he falling down and how he get up...
For a normal person,fall down we can get up easily,but for a person without limbs is actually a very harsh thing.
What he said is so right,if he fall down,and he never try to stand up,he will unable to stand up and just lay on the floor.
so he will keep trying any ways just to stand up no matter how many times,10?100??or even 1000..

Now,think about how many times will you try to stand up when you fall down?
Some may try 1 or 2 times they will give up and ask help from some others people,but if you asking help from some others you will never learn to improve and become independent.

try to watch it when you are felling down,you may learn something...
try to watch it also even you are happy,after you watching this you may wanna make the people around you become happy =)

no arms,no legs,no worries.

xoxo
-yin-

web

Can i use kompozer to design my blog then upload to blogspot ah???
Anyone got idea???

I plan to after edit everything in kompozer then copy the html code in kompozer and paste to blogspot...

Can like this or not???

EHM.....

I want to create my own template lah....

xoxo
-yin-

future me;future parent

After i saw popteen i feel like wanna write this in order to remind the future me become such parent.

The popteen magazine is actually interview those girls which graduated from high school and talked about their life after they graduated from high school.

One of the interviewee is a 22years old housewife,she found herself pregnant when she was 18years old.
She decided not to abort the baby and when she told her mom,her mom told her "the one who will injure is girl side,and i have nothing much to say" and she actually very scare to let her dad know,so she wait until when she pregnant in the 6months she only sms her dad and told him,he dad said "since this is your decision,just go ahead and i will support you"

After i watch this interview,i was like ya,this is your life,since you choose to walk this way i have nothing much to say but support you.

I hope the future me will be like this also,not only think about "own faces" but also think about what my child he/she actually want to do.

My own opinion is the girl is very brave,because she took her responsibility on what had she did.She did not abort the baby but deliver it,she actually show her daughter photo in the magazine and also her son,i can feel that she having a happy moment.


The future me ah,remember do not force your children,not to force him/her to do this and that,listen to what she/he want,tell him/her to chase their dream but not tease them you are so stupid,this is impossible to happen.

I keep think about,if last time my parent let me to do this and that,encourage me,praise me when i am right will i be different compare with the current me??

Try to praise the people around you,if you have the ability to make people happy why don't you do that?

Being a parent is not easy,but as my parent's child i also feel very difficult,i do know you all are having many pressure and you may sacrifice many thing to take care us.

p/s:recently i very easily get hurt,so pls do take care of your word,because even if you are kidding but your word do mean something to me.
pp/s:我复原能力强，可是我心碎能力更强。。

xoxo
-yin-

Time and date

Someone know how to adjust blogspot time and date??
Because every time when i public post some post it does not show the correctly time and date...

Please let me know if you know,i have totally no idea on it...
Trying to improving my computer,want to become expert a bit in computer thingy,cannot be like so nerd in technology...
Why will i said my computer skill is very suck,because i do not know how to put in those love love sign T___T

p/s:Business plan,omg got idea but dun know how to start T___T fighting!!!
pp/s:plan to take Japanese next sem,anyone wanna join??

xoxo
-yin-

命运

你相信命运吗？？
我是一个不认命的人，你越觉得我做不到，越不给我做，我就是想去做，也因为这样，令我有很多的坏习惯，例如，有时我会不认自己做错。。。

就因为我不认命，我跌得一次比一次痛，比一次伤。。

我想了很久，都跌了那么多次，为什么不要放弃，又不会有什么好结果，认命算了。。

可是，一认命，就会产生后悔，我与其片体灵伤的离开世界，也不想带着悔意。。。

p/s:Life too short,do not regret what had you did,look forward and step outside,see how beautiful is the world is....

xoxo
-yin-