Present vs Future

Do you ever think before what will you be in the future??
Do you ever think that what kind of life you are achieving??

Each time, from different people i will have a new thought....
Someone taught me must have a good plan for my own future while some said now you also cannot do well,so fast plan for future???

Seriously, i quite confuse whether we should plan how to go for our future, or just let it be....
Whenever thing i cannot solve, i will tell myself follow my heart, i will ask what i want to achieve, what i want,and the etc,etc...

I have many plan, i planned to buy a new phone(yup,plan...my friend will say me just "PLAN" for it) i planned to buy a GF1,and i planned for this and that....
but i found out that, no matter how you plan, there will sure have a obstacle, things will never and ever run smooth as what we thought...

Last time, i not a good planner...
i will never think twice before i do anything.....
and because of that, many things i did i felt so regret yet i can't go back and let the thing become better....

But,recently i saw a book from "Tao Zi", the intro of the book is, she said for a 20 years old girl, you should love before, crazy before, regret before, go wild before, cry before, and this and that....
Because all of this experience, when you in 30 years old you will become mature, and you will see through everything...
I forgot what the book name and too bad i also cannot found it in 1u popular...=(

We are human, so we got emotion, and once we got emotion, sometimes our emotion or so-called feeling will confuse us and make us become chaos...
At this moment, you should always tell yourself,
"Yesterday was a history,tomorrow will be a mistery, today, is a gift."
therefore, we should treasure our gift and do whatever think just follow our heart, since it is our day, our present...

=)

p/s: But now is the time i should go for my revision =(

xoxo
-yin-

My Dream Destination

Well,well,from the photo above can you guess where is my dream destination??
You should know it, right!!!??
yup, it is japan,and the photo above is geisha.

I think a lot of people will take Japan as their dream destination,just like me =)
Japan Shibuya is a must go place because it is the trendy and fashionable shopping district of Tokyo. It not only shopping place but also a eating district popular with a lot of young Tokyoites. (so i can keep looking handsome and beauty xD)
Not to say that, Shibuya at night is such a beautiful city with rainbow lighting here and there.


When i reach there i wish to buy a lot of cloth and this and that,and have a lot of nice food at there. *Yummy~~* my saliva dripping while i imagine how tasty is their food.

Even lion also urge to try their food xD

Beside Shibuya, i wanna go Hokkaido!!!!
Hokkaido is the second largest, northernmost and least developed of Japan's four main islands.
It is harsh in winter with lots of snowfall, below zero temperatures and frozen seas. I like snowfall but too bad in Malaysia the four season is in summer =(
I want to go to the most famous ski resort in Japan,Niseko which known for tons of light powder snow. I think the first thing i will do after i reach there is use the ice and make a ice-kacang xD
Then,i will to go to the Hokkaido towns,Furano which famous in the lavender farm and July is just a suitable month to have a visit because the lavender are in bloom.


Can you imagine how romantic is if you go with the one you love.♥♥♥♥♥♥

Before i leave Japan, if possible i will go to the grave of Hide.

Hide is a guitarist in the "X-Japan" band.
I love this band very much and Japan being a dream destination of me because i wish to see the place my idol grow and live and die =(
(If you interest to know who are there you can actually google search them)

Now,with Malaysian Airlines (MAS) which fly anywhere, anytime with their special offer, my dream destination no longer a dream for me but i can go anytime when i am free =D


Now,please enjoy the project alpha season 2 from episode 4 to 7
so envy them~~









Project Alpha Season 2 is presented by Adidas Action 3 and supported by P1 and MAStraveller.com

醒

before i start my post, i have to say very sorry to Miss Loke due to i will using Chinese for this post again~~but won't be too long...u gambateh read ya >.<


看了某个朋友的部落格，有种觉得她终于醒了。。。

我一直觉得她是个敢爱敢恨的人，这点我很敬佩她。。。

当她很爱一个人时，她会付出全心，也因此这样，她也受到相当大的伤害。。。

我，觉得，当一个人，付出了全心全意，换来的只有白忙一场，当事人就会醒了。。。


ehm....awake from where??

of course is from fairy tale, you though you still 3 years old??still believe in prince and princess??

I think now even 3 years old also know that fairy tale is just create to let people dreaming~~~

xoxo
-yin-

blog shop

http://unicowardrobe.blogspot.com

I'm here to promote my cousin online shop =)
She selling hand-made accessories, you can click the link above and have a look...

ehm.....do not feel like hard sell at here, just click the link above and look at yourself, if you think there is still room to improve please let me know, i will let my cousin know

or if you want to order you can either contact her or contact me =)

Have a nice day~~~

p/s: back to assignment again =(

xoxo
-yin-

random blog

I so like do not know how to start to blog today,because i wondering should i use Chinese to blog nor English....
Due to the Miss Loke and the Miss Ong their both "suggestion", one hope that i do not write so long in Chinese, because she read it very difficult due to she is a banana...
and the other hope that i can write in Chinese because she said i write in Chinese is much more formal, she do not like to read those "lah" and "loh".....

at last i decided to blog in English because International Language, everyone can understand... =)

Went for a movie yesterday night with my brother...
We watched "Clash of the Titans" and i think the movie is quite good, but some said it was'nt nice =(


Good ♥♥♥
but i do not like it's ending, because is like too rush and it seems like kill the Haidi easily....

After the dinner we went for our dinner and i accidentally saw my high school friend so i went out yam-cha with them =)
I think around 1 year+ i never meet them =( actually i miss you all every much, just that i lazy to go out...and i feel like wanna accompany my parents

The whole yam-cha session i was being teased by Mr Chew....he was like tease non-stop =(
but i still feel very happy to meet up with them =D

k,stop here,have to back for my assignment T______T

xoxo
-yin-

心情日记

突然很想写部落，很想把现在的心情记起来。。。

现在的心情是五味杂成再加平静，我知道很复杂，不过，我只想说很多事情我看透了，就因为看透了所以心情五味杂成，因为要做选择，也因为看透了，所以平静，因为我不再迷惘。。。

我们每天都活在是非里，这是避免不了的，虽然我很尽量的不然自己在是非中。。。。
小学，我很在意别人讲我坏话，我希望自己活在完美世界里，请原谅我的幼稚。。。

中学，我希望成为焦点，以满足自己的虚荣心。。请原谅我的狂大。。

大学，我只想开开心心，简简单单的生活。。。

其实，我很开心自己的成长，我也为自己骄傲，你或许决的我很恶心，因为我不断的赞自己，因为你不认识我，或你不认识以前的我，或你不知道现在的我。。
可是，我是唯一最了解自己的人，所以我知道我在那一方面进步了。。。
现在，我只想对自己诚实。。。

我是一个内心很脆弱 外表很坚强，也因为这样，我很容易崩溃。。。
或许你打我，骂我，我都很难哭，基本上，肉体上的伤害是很难使我哭，因为我觉得，无论如何，痛过后就会和以前一样。。。
可是，如果你不小心伤害我的心灵，我可以天天哭给你看咯，哭到你不想理我。。。

我想说的，是非如何，只要它不会伤害我的内心就可以了。。。

很多时候，很多事情，当他发生在别人的身上，我不了了之，可是，我最近发现，生命就是轮回，事情现在没有发生在你身上，不等于它以后不会发生。。。

还有，还有，我觉得有时候，某人对某人的爱很伟大。。。或许，那人不觉得自己伟大在那个地方，因为每个人的爱情观都不一样。。。就因为这样，所以，就很容易产生误会。。。

我的人生尽是充满误会与boycott。。。
我很敏感，所以小小的事你不讲清楚，我就会乱乱想。。。所以，我喜欢摊开来讲。。
boycott???ehm....体质的关系女生特别喜欢boycott我。。。。
不过，我现在的体质是女生都很喜欢我。。。xD

我的心情很平静，虽然我的生活一点也不见得平静。。。
我很喜欢我现在的心情，希望可以每天都这样。。。

=)

xoxo
-yin-

changing

Things keep changing....

Everyone keep moving forward....

I would'nt be surprise on anything, because i also trying my best to make thing change to a better direction.....

Remember life may not be the part we hoped for, but while we are here we might be happy!!!!!

We will make any wrong decision sometimes but what you have to do is not regret of what have you did but learn from the lesson...

I wish i could move much more forward....

At least, not sitting in front of the computer and surf net....

Plan to have a short trip alone, to refresh my mind...

After refresh, i hope that there will have another brand new me =)

xoxo
-yin-

变态

今天，搭巴士回家，我以为是美好的一天，因为巴士司机很好，有特别关照我一下下。。。

一路，我和往常一样看巴士的电视，到LDP非常的塞车，或许是这样，我隔壁那位阿伯闷到把小弟弟拿出来玩。。。

我还以为我看错了，再我斜望多一次时，我看到他的手不断地在上下摆动。。。

不错下咯，虽然塞车很闷，不过可以看到人家在大庭广中打飞机，我应该录起来给爱丽丝姐姐看什么是打飞机。。。

当我拿出手提时，那位阿伯拉拉裤子，应该是怕我拍他吧。。。

可是，我假装不知道他在做什么，继续扮天真。。。

我sms书韵，她叫我换位，可是当时没有别的位，于是我就一动不如一静。。。

到另一个站时，前面也有空位，我就走前去坐。。。

那站还挺多人上巴士，不知是不是如此，那位变态好像也下站了，还是因为我向前去，他怕我告诉司机先生。。。

一开始，我还想不到要如何去称呼那位打飞机阿伯，谢谢书韵提醒我他是变态。。。

各位女生，如果，你们遇到像我的情形，不需要紧张，也不需要大叫，因为怕他会有武器然后伤害到自己。。。

你要冷静，看清楚情形，再下决定。。。

希望大家出路平安。。。。

我突然觉得自己不怕死一下咯，我在那变态旁边，坐了一个小时多。。。

我有想过要上前告诉司机先生，可是我真的是怕他有武器，所以我还是选择一动不如一静。。

待门开时，有路可逃才动。。。


p/s: actually i got think about laugh at him why his dick so short....but i not dare lah of course, but if he ask me to look at his dick then i think i will really said like that or maybe just look at his dick and say "ceh~~" =P

xoxo
-yin-