路

最近，我爸爸一直说，我的人生还有很长的路要走，所以要好好照顾自己，他说，不像他，都快六十。。。。

我的路的确还有很长，不应该让自己一直处于不快乐的时候。。。

所以，我要健健康康，开开心心的走我接下来即将走的路，以报答父母对我的养育之恩，毕竟，父母亲最希望的就是自己的孩子健康与快乐。。。

xoxo
-yin-

blood donation

Yeappy!!!!After the very stupid emo post i decided to faster let you all forget those unhappy thing of me, so today i would like to post some meaningful and happy thing~~~~~

By looking my title you can know that i having blood donation today =)
Actually i feel like want to donate my blood quite a long time ago, last time during Cyberpreneur project i really want to donate, but i not dare to go for it...

Then why will i not scare today??Because my heart feel more pain currently...And i feel like want to donate out those unhappy blood(ok, i know it may sound not nice,but i do not think that my feeling can really donate out through blood, if like that, everyone will just go to donate blood when they are unhappy)

Let the picture do the talk,but i do not capture because i scare the nurse scold me =(


Me =) but capture me so ugly,see how un-pro is the photographer is...>,<



Miss Shu Yun Yun (u can see her teeth,so happy)



OSY blood, the nurse cucuk salah xD


me ^.^V osy also very geng loh,can donate blood while capture me


and after we donate blood we get a certificate and sushi voucher and a soya =)
I can conclude that donating blood is actually not pain 1 loh,is like no feeling 1,but you must remember to have enough sleep and having breakfast before you go for blood donation
And it is so meaningful and satisfaction after you see the pack of your blood

After the blood donation,shu yun yun being so naughty by keeping capture me during class...
And i actually like this, although she asked me to photoshop if i really want to post but i dun know how to "shop"it,so i will just post it up like this,for all of you please ignore the girl who wearing pink color shirt but focus on the green color shirt girl, see how hardworking are me...kekekeke


she so beh song me so hardworking....

Last,Kar Weng weng said my new shirt look like the bandar puteri uniform???er...i forgot what the club name just remember got puteri...
so i capture it and want to ask is my shirt look a like the puteri uniform???
and i took with yang yang



conclusion,today is a not bad day,although i cried in the morning =(

xoxo
-yin-

tired

This month so lazy to update my blog, because from the very first of March i was busying my midterm, every week also keep study and study until now...Because after the very stupid midterm i still got few mountain of assignment and presentation to go....
Can i really hired someone to do my assignment for me and get a good great???

The others reason i do not feel like want to blog is because this month is not really a good month for me to blog,because i being moody and sad from the beginning of month until now my feeling from sad + disappointed into >> numb...

I do not feel like blog my moody thing or whatever negative thing in this public blog, because i believe that unhappiness actually will affect others.
So i will choose to blog in my private blog...

But the problem is if i keep continue not blog at here my public blog will become meaningless.....If you do not feel like want to read something emo post you can just go out from my page now because seriously the following post is actually my very private post just that i really have nth to blog and blog it out...

Ok,start my story....Ehm...The story began with....i feel so disappointed to someone i care so much, because how he treat me and this and that really made me feel so disappointed and sad....I even cried for a few days because of how lousy he treated me....

When there is any family problem i not dare to tell him or even when i really stress in my exam i also have to lie to him or this or that just because i dun like him "fu yan"me.When i complained about how "fu yan" of his attitided, he will answer me " you always complain the same thing, not your family problem then will be your exam nor results." You may not remember what the person said exactly that time but you will always remember how the feel at that moment;that time i really feel so hurt because you are so special to me,that's the reason why i will find you discuss everything, but i have no idea why you will think like that...Whenever you got anything i will try all my best just to support you or listen to you or made myself as a crowd just to let you laugh...

I always help you to find excuse in order to comfort myself,but it actually so damn tired....


I was so tired to listen to you said do not compare to others couple or your brother just want to show off or even you bought me the watch is just to show off to my brother.

By asking you buy me a flower you asked me to sell the watch you give me and use the money to buy the flower??? I was really stunned at that moment and really feel speechless and pity to myself...

If you still thought i being so sad because you not buying anything to me then you are so wrong and i was so lazy to explain here....

Should either one of us take some action??i have no idea also...

I know you will say you are busy your career because it just started,but i m so tired dy....

I not purposely want to post this out if you are viewing;just that my patient got a limit and i was so tired to pretend dy....

p/s: i always think that the one who love you won't made you cry....

xoxo
-yin-

words

You may see before which word itself contains another word.
It is meaningful and awesome??
The word suppose to have this meaning but its actually have a hidden meaning.

In between beLIEve ,there is a LIE ..

at the end of FriEND ,there is an END ...

even for LOVER , there is an OVER ...

therefore we have to ForGET,we only can GET something .

I feel it is quite meaning and interesting so i would like to share with you all..

xoxo
-yin-

relationship

To keep a relationship is really a difficult thing...
You must be patient and learn to accept...

To break down a relationship is also difficult...
You must be cruel enough....

xoxo
-yin-

etiqa

By looking at the symbol above you may though that i giving advertisement for etiqa??
NO,i was actually complaining about this plan....
i feel very sam tong and regret after saving this T__________T
feel like crying>>then now become numb...

now every month have to throw RM100 into dustbin..
just now went to check about this plan in forum and i could really see many people regret just like me....

If you plan to save money in this kind of fund or policy,i will remind you all not to sign any contract without really understand how the flow and dun trust what the agent or officer tell u,they will actually said nice nice word to you and hide those really IMPORTANT information to you...

Now thinik back really feel like kena cheat,KNS....

p/s:sam tong-ING T____T sob sob

xoxo
-yin-

一生只有兩天 - 「第一天」和 {最後一天}

人活著，總是有工作，有生活，有一點點夢想，有許多的事物想要體會和嘗試。

對於不愉快的事，快快忘掉的好，也是最好的解決方法，因為一點益處也沒有。



一生只有兩天-「第一天」和「最後一天」。

就先從賈伯斯追女朋友講起囉！賈伯斯是誰？他是蘋果公司的創辦人，是世界第一部個人電腦的發明人之一，也就是出產iPhone公司的老闆。話說1985年，賈伯斯被自己創立的蘋果公司掃地出門！可以想像當時的打擊有多大，但是賈伯斯只鬱卒了一下子，很快他就振作起來了。有一天他在一所大學演講，「她」坐在聽眾席聆聽，賈伯斯被剎到了。

活動一結束，賈伯斯就去跟「她」聊天，拿到了電話號碼。原本想開口約「她」當天晚上一起吃晚餐，可是又正好有個會議要開，只好把快要說出口的話，吞了回去。

當賈伯斯準備去開車離開時，他問了自己一個「老問題」，這是他每天早上面對鏡子問自己的一個問題-「如果今天是我這輩子的最後一天，我今天要做些什麼？」.......答案出來了，賈伯斯馬上跑回去演講廳找「她」，約去共進晚餐。這位「她」-Laurene Powell寶兒-現在就是賈伯斯的老婆。

引述賈伯斯的一段話：「提醒自己快死了，是我在人生中面臨重大決定時，所用過最重要的方法。因為幾乎每件事－所有外界期望、所有的名聲、所有對困窘或失敗的恐懼－在面對死亡時，都消失了，只有最真實重要的東西才會留下。」

賈伯斯又補充說：「提醒自己快死了，是我所知避免掉入畏懼失去的陷阱裡最好的方法。人生不帶來、死不帶去，沒理由不能順心而為。」我們也靜下心來，問自己「最後一天」這個問題-「如果今天是我這輩子的最後一天，我今天要做些什麼？」

「第一天」又是什麼呢？-當「第一天」入大學讀書，我們對學校、課本、同學充滿好奇心-當「第一天」進公司上班，我們謙虛，願意學習，有衝勁-當「第一天」約會，我們小鹿亂撞，珍惜相處的每一刻-當「第一天」晉升職等，新官上任三把火，有滿腹雄心壯志，要有所作為回想我們做任何事的「第一天」，都是我們最有活力的一天。時光不能倒流，但態度可以回轉。

一生只要兩天，就擁有了每一天。

用「最後一天」的心情去選擇下一步，我們會更有方向；用「第一天」的態度去做每一件事，我們會更有活力，更能成功。 \

xoxo
-yin-